Closet Talk with Mattie Westbrouck https://www.pastyourbedtime.com/ en Brat TV 2023 Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. https://megaphone.imgix.net/podcasts/c1cea386-3895-11ee-9660-077ef6ceae90/image/ClosetTalk_CoverArt_Option07.jpg?ixlib=rails-4.3.1&max-w=3000&max-h=3000&fit=crop&auto=format,compress Closet Talk with Mattie Westbrouck https://www.pastyourbedtime.com/ no episodic Closet Talk Past Your Bedtime Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen.

]]> Past Your Bedtime chase@brat.com REACTING TO WEIRD REDDIT CONFESSIONS Ft. Scott Kress Scott is back on Closet Talk this week to compete with Carter for most guest appearances! Scott and Mattie read and react to weird Reddit confessions and unpack Scott’s first kiss, injecting milk into your ex’s mattress, hooking up with YouTubers, Scott’s biggest first date red flags, Mattie and Scott do a practice first date (Mattie has never been on a first date), and so much more! Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Scott: YouTube / IG / TikTok Produced by @pyb For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 22 Mar 2024 19:00:00 -0000 REACTING TO WEIRD REDDIT CONFESSIONS Ft. Scott Kress full 1 32 Past Your Bedtime Scott is back on Closet Talk this week to compete with Carter for most guest appearances! Scott and Mattie read and react to weird Reddit confessions and unpack Scott’s first kiss, injecting milk into your ex’s mattress, hooking up with YouTubers, Scott’s biggest first date red flags, Mattie and Scott do a practice first date (Mattie has never been on a first date), and so much more! Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Scott: YouTube / IG / TikTok Produced by @pyb For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Scott is back on Closet Talk this week to compete with Carter for most guest appearances! Scott and Mattie read and react to weird Reddit confessions and unpack Scott’s first kiss, injecting milk into your ex’s mattress, hooking up with YouTubers, Scott’s biggest first date red flags, Mattie and Scott do a practice first date (Mattie has never been on a first date), and so much more!



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]]> 2533 9-MONTH CRUISE DRAMA REVEALED Ft. Marc Sebastian Marc Sebastian joins Mattie today for his first interview since returning from the infamous 9-month long cruise currently sailing around the world. He unpacks what the Drake Passage actually feels like, stealing a piece of Antarctic iceberg, dead bodies in the walk-in freezer, and getting kicked out of the members-only Pinnacle lounge. Mattie and Marc also talk Scientology, feeding mice to their pet snakes, Mattie unboxes the miniatures Marc brought them as a gift, and so much more… it’s an episode of constant chaos. Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Marc: IG / TikTok Produced by @pyb For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 15 Mar 2024 19:00:00 -0000 9-MONTH CRUISE DRAMA REVEALED Ft. Marc Sebastian full 1 31 Past Your Bedtime Marc Sebastian joins Mattie today for his first interview since returning from the infamous 9-month long cruise currently sailing around the world. He unpacks what the Drake Passage actually feels like, stealing a piece of Antarctic iceberg, dead bodies in the walk-in freezer, and getting kicked out of the members-only Pinnacle lounge. Mattie and Marc also talk Scientology, feeding mice to their pet snakes, Mattie unboxes the miniatures Marc brought them as a gift, and so much more… it’s an episode of constant chaos. Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Marc: IG / TikTok Produced by @pyb For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Marc Sebastian joins Mattie today for his first interview since returning from the infamous 9-month long cruise currently sailing around the world. He unpacks what the Drake Passage actually feels like, stealing a piece of Antarctic iceberg, dead bodies in the walk-in freezer, and getting kicked out of the members-only Pinnacle lounge. Mattie and Marc also talk Scientology, feeding mice to their pet snakes, Mattie unboxes the miniatures Marc brought them as a gift, and so much more… it’s an episode of constant chaos.



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]]> 2916 REVIEWING ZOLITA’S MUSIC VIDEOS This week, Zolita is finally on Closet Talk to do a deep-dive review on some of her most iconic queer music videos!! Mattie and Zolita give their 4-word reviews of each music video, talk about gay pottery crushes, how Zolita got into witchcraft, why Mattie and their high school girlfriend had to ask guys to prom, and so much more! Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Zolita: YouTube / IG / TikTok Produced by @pyb For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 08 Mar 2024 20:00:00 -0000 REVIEWING ZOLITA’S MUSIC VIDEOS full 1 30 Past Your Bedtime This week, Zolita is finally on Closet Talk to do a deep-dive review on some of her most iconic queer music videos!! Mattie and Zolita give their 4-word reviews of each music video, talk about gay pottery crushes, how Zolita got into witchcraft, why Mattie and their high school girlfriend had to ask guys to prom, and so much more! Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Zolita: YouTube / IG / TikTok Produced by @pyb For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Zolita is finally on Closet Talk to do a deep-dive review on some of her most iconic queer music videos!! Mattie and Zolita give their 4-word reviews of each music video, talk about gay pottery crushes, how Zolita got into witchcraft, why Mattie and their high school girlfriend had to ask guys to prom, and so much more!



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]]> 3303 WE GOT TAROT CARD READINGS Ft. Alissa Butt This week on Closet Talk, Mattie and Alissa Butt finally meet and discover that they might actually be new best friends?! They get a tarot card reading from energy reader Tovah Avigail (@tovahavigail), who has a LOT to say about new beginnings after heartbreak, Alissa’s future career path, if Mattie wants to start a family, and so much more! Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Alissa: YouTube / IG / TikTok Tovah: TikTok Produced by @pyb For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 01 Mar 2024 20:00:00 -0000 WE GOT TAROT CARD READINGS Ft. Alissa Butt full 1 29 Past Your Bedtime This week on Closet Talk, Mattie and Alissa Butt finally meet and discover that they might actually be new best friends?! They get a tarot card reading from energy reader Tovah Avigail (@tovahavigail), who has a LOT to say about new beginnings after heartbreak, Alissa’s future career path, if Mattie wants to start a family, and so much more! Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Alissa: YouTube / IG / TikTok Tovah: TikTok Produced by @pyb For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week on Closet Talk, Mattie and Alissa Butt finally meet and discover that they might actually be new best friends?! They get a tarot card reading from energy reader Tovah Avigail (@tovahavigail), who has a LOT to say about new beginnings after heartbreak, Alissa’s future career path, if Mattie wants to start a family, and so much more!


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]]> 2520 CARTER STOLE MY PODCAST Carter took over my podcast this week... and I had no choice but to go along with it. He insisted that he was me - so I had to pretend to be him. How well does Carter know the story of Mattie's first kiss? What's Carter's current hyperfixation? What's Mattie's beige flag? And will Mattie ever get their show back?? Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Carter: YouTube / IG / TikTok Produced by @pyb  For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 23 Feb 2024 20:00:00 -0000 CARTER STOLE MY PODCAST full 1 3 Past Your Bedtime Carter took over my podcast this week... and I had no choice but to go along with it. He insisted that he was me - so I had to pretend to be him. How well does Carter know the story of Mattie's first kiss? What's Carter's current hyperfixation? What's Mattie's beige flag? And will Mattie ever get their show back?? Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Carter: YouTube / IG / TikTok Produced by @pyb  For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Carter took over my podcast this week... and I had no choice but to go along with it. He insisted that he was me - so I had to pretend to be him.

How well does Carter know the story of Mattie's first kiss? What's Carter's current hyperfixation? What's Mattie's beige flag? And will Mattie ever get their show back??



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]]> 1990 Amy Gives Us Dating Advice 💛 Ft. Amy Ordman This week, Amy joins me for RATING DATING APP BIOS: Part 2. We decide if the anonymous bios were written by a queer woman or a straight man, talk about hooking up with your friends, finding a sugar daddy, FUTCH night, and so much more. Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Amy: IG / TikTok Produced by  @pyb  For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 16 Feb 2024 20:00:00 -0000 Amy Gives Us Dating Advice 💛 Ft. Amy Ordman full 1 27 Past Your Bedtime This week, Amy joins me for RATING DATING APP BIOS: Part 2. We decide if the anonymous bios were written by a queer woman or a straight man, talk about hooking up with your friends, finding a sugar daddy, FUTCH night, and so much more. Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Amy: IG / TikTok Produced by  @pyb  For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Amy joins me for RATING DATING APP BIOS: Part 2. We decide if the anonymous bios were written by a queer woman or a straight man, talk about hooking up with your friends, finding a sugar daddy, FUTCH night, and so much more.



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]]> 1796 REACTING TO INSANE REALITY TV MOMENTS Ft. Kyra Green This week, Mattie gets a crash course on reality TV from Love Island star Kyra Green! They react to some of TV's most insane moments, from Kim K losing an earring in the ocean to a watermelon challenge gone horribly wrong. Can Mattie name every Kardashian? (no... and it's painful) Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Kyra: IG / TikTok Produced by  @pyb  For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 09 Feb 2024 20:00:00 -0000 REACTING TO INSANE REALITY TV MOMENTS Ft. Kyra Green full 1 26 Past Your Bedtime This week, Mattie gets a crash course on reality TV from Love Island star Kyra Green! They react to some of TV's most insane moments, from Kim K losing an earring in the ocean to a watermelon challenge gone horribly wrong. Can Mattie name every Kardashian? (no... and it's painful) Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Kyra: IG / TikTok Produced by  @pyb  For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Mattie gets a crash course on reality TV from Love Island star Kyra Green! They react to some of TV's most insane moments, from Kim K losing an earring in the ocean to a watermelon challenge gone horribly wrong. Can Mattie name every Kardashian? (no... and it's painful)




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]]> 1702 SURPRISING EACH OTHER WITH PAINTINGS 🎨 Ft. Mal Glowenke This week, we're painting MYSTERY PICTURES! Mal Glowenke joins Mattie on the show to paint secret pictures to reveal at the end of the episode. During the paint-and-sip they talk about Craigslist dates, Mattie looking up girls kissing on their sister's Kindle, dating your boss, why realizing you're gay feels like becoming Spiderman, and so much more! Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Mal: Made It Out Podcast / IG / TikTok For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 02 Feb 2024 20:00:00 -0000 SURPRISING EACH OTHER WITH PAINTINGS 🎨 Ft. Mal Glowenke full 1 25 Past Your Bedtime This week, we're painting MYSTERY PICTURES! Mal Glowenke joins Mattie on the show to paint secret pictures to reveal at the end of the episode. During the paint-and-sip they talk about Craigslist dates, Mattie looking up girls kissing on their sister's Kindle, dating your boss, why realizing you're gay feels like becoming Spiderman, and so much more! Mattie: YouTube / IG / TikTok Mal: Made It Out Podcast / IG / TikTok For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, we're painting MYSTERY PICTURES! Mal Glowenke joins Mattie on the show to paint secret pictures to reveal at the end of the episode. During the paint-and-sip they talk about Craigslist dates, Mattie looking up girls kissing on their sister's Kindle, dating your boss, why realizing you're gay feels like becoming Spiderman, and so much more!


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]]> 1727 Guessing what’s in these MYSTERY BOXES Ft. Jesse Sullivan This week, Jesse Sullivan joins Mattie to play What’s in the Box? and guess the identity of random substances while blindfolded. They talk about Mattie peeing themselves on a first date, how Jesse proposed to Francesca, who would win on Survivor, and so much more! Mattie: YouTube/ IG / TikTok Jesse: IG / TikTok For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 26 Jan 2024 20:00:00 -0000 Guessing what’s in these MYSTERY BOXES Ft. Jesse Sullivan full 1 24 Past Your Bedtime This week, Jesse Sullivan joins Mattie to play What’s in the Box? and guess the identity of random substances while blindfolded. They talk about Mattie peeing themselves on a first date, how Jesse proposed to Francesca, who would win on Survivor, and so much more! Mattie: YouTube/ IG / TikTok Jesse: IG / TikTok For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Jesse Sullivan joins Mattie to play What’s in the Box? and guess the identity of random substances while blindfolded. They talk about Mattie peeing themselves on a first date, how Jesse proposed to Francesca, who would win on Survivor, and so much more!


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]]> 2745 WHO SAID IT: MAL, OR A LIFE COACH? | Closet Talk Ep. 23 This week, Mal Wright from the Queer Ultimatum is here on Closet Talk to give their wise advice on relationships and how trippy it is to watch yourself date on reality TV. Mattie and Mal talk about becoming a casting director, how they would be as parents, Disney characters on LSD, the difference between talking and dating, why they hate making the first move, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Mal: IG For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 19 Jan 2024 20:00:00 -0000 WHO SAID IT: MAL, OR A LIFE COACH? full 1 23 Past Your Bedtime This week, Mal Wright from the Queer Ultimatum is here on Closet Talk to give their wise advice on relationships and how trippy it is to watch yourself date on reality TV. Mattie and Mal talk about becoming a casting director, how they would be as parents, Disney characters on LSD, the difference between talking and dating, why they hate making the first move, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Mal: IG For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Mal Wright from the Queer Ultimatum is here on Closet Talk to give their wise advice on relationships and how trippy it is to watch yourself date on reality TV. Mattie and Mal talk about becoming a casting director, how they would be as parents, Disney characters on LSD, the difference between talking and dating, why they hate making the first move, and so much more!



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]]> 2079 RANKING MY MONTHS OF 2023 | Closet Talk Ep. 22 This week, Mattie ranks each month of 2023 in order of worst to best, and talks about the growth, heartbreak, love, friendship fall-outs, and peace they felt over the course of the year. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 12 Jan 2024 20:00:00 -0000 RANKING MY MONTHS OF 2023 full 1 22 Past Your Bedtime This week, Mattie ranks each month of 2023 in order of worst to best, and talks about the growth, heartbreak, love, friendship fall-outs, and peace they felt over the course of the year. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Mattie ranks each month of 2023 in order of worst to best, and talks about the growth, heartbreak, love, friendship fall-outs, and peace they felt over the course of the year.


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]]> 2237 OUR HOT TAKES ON GAY FASHION Ft. Gracin Gracin and Mattie sit down on the podcast this week to give their hot takes on a topic they both consider themselves experts in: gay fashion. They debate if tiny colored sunglasses are queer-coded, how their fashion style changes when they go back to their hometown, talk about if they’ve ever love-bombed before, Gracin’s experience coming out, and… they harmonize. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Gracin: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 05 Jan 2024 20:00:00 -0000 OUR HOT TAKES ON GAY FASHION Ft. Gracin full 1 21 Past Your Bedtime Gracin and Mattie sit down on the podcast this week to give their hot takes on a topic they both consider themselves experts in: gay fashion. They debate if tiny colored sunglasses are queer-coded, how their fashion style changes when they go back to their hometown, talk about if they’ve ever love-bombed before, Gracin’s experience coming out, and… they harmonize. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Gracin: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Gracin and Mattie sit down on the podcast this week to give their hot takes on a topic they both consider themselves experts in: gay fashion. They debate if tiny colored sunglasses are queer-coded, how their fashion style changes when they go back to their hometown, talk about if they’ve ever love-bombed before, Gracin’s experience coming out, and… they harmonize.


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]]> 2417 PEOPLE WE DON’T LIKE Ft. Asher Lieberman | Closet Talk Ep. 20 Asher Lieberman aka @ stinkyasher is on the podcast this week!! Asher and Mattie do a spinoff of some of Asher’s most popular Tiktoks by taking turns impersonating characters you meet in everyday life… like “that friend who always has a traumatic hamster story”. They debate who would survive in the Hunger Games, Asher auditioning for Survivor, and Asher enlightens Mattie about one of the most iconic moments in RuPaul’s Drag Race history. Asher IG: https://www.instagram.com/stinkyasher/?hl=en Asher Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@stinkyasher?lang=en Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 29 Dec 2023 20:00:00 -0000 PEOPLE WE DON’T LIKE Ft. Asher Lieberman full 1 20 Past Your Bedtime Asher Lieberman aka @ stinkyasher is on the podcast this week!! Asher and Mattie do a spinoff of some of Asher’s most popular Tiktoks by taking turns impersonating characters you meet in everyday life… like “that friend who always has a traumatic hamster story”. They debate who would survive in the Hunger Games, Asher auditioning for Survivor, and Asher enlightens Mattie about one of the most iconic moments in RuPaul’s Drag Race history. Asher IG: https://www.instagram.com/stinkyasher/?hl=en Asher Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@stinkyasher?lang=en Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Asher Lieberman aka @ stinkyasher is on the podcast this week!! Asher and Mattie do a spinoff of some of Asher’s most popular Tiktoks by taking turns impersonating characters you meet in everyday life… like “that friend who always has a traumatic hamster story”. They debate who would survive in the Hunger Games, Asher auditioning for Survivor, and Asher enlightens Mattie about one of the most iconic moments in RuPaul’s Drag Race history.


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]]> 2485 What it was REALLY like living with Mattie and Carter Ft. Liv Pearsall | Closet Talk Ep. 19 This week, Liv Pearsall on the show to tell the truth about what it was like living with Mattie and Carter! Liv and Mattie play the ROOMMATE TEST to find out who the best roommate was, unpack what it was like living with Cater’s life-size Pennywise, how Liv mediated Mattie and Carter’s arguments, and reveal who was the cleanest, who partied the most, who was the loudest in the house, and so much more.  Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Liv: IG / TikTok / YouTube   For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 22 Dec 2023 20:00:00 -0000 What it was REALLY like living with Mattie and Carter Ft. Liv Pearsall full 1 19 Past Your Bedtime This week, Liv Pearsall on the show to tell the truth about what it was like living with Mattie and Carter! Liv and Mattie play the ROOMMATE TEST to find out who the best roommate was, unpack what it was like living with Cater’s life-size Pennywise, how Liv mediated Mattie and Carter’s arguments, and reveal who was the cleanest, who partied the most, who was the loudest in the house, and so much more.  Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Liv: IG / TikTok / YouTube   For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Liv Pearsall on the show to tell the truth about what it was like living with Mattie and Carter! Liv and Mattie play the ROOMMATE TEST to find out who the best roommate was, unpack what it was like living with Cater’s life-size Pennywise, how Liv mediated Mattie and Carter’s arguments, and reveal who was the cleanest, who partied the most, who was the loudest in the house, and so much more. 



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]]> 2629 REVEALING ALL OUR "FIRSTS" Ft. Eva Cudmore | Closet Talk Ep. 18 Eva is finally on the show!! This week, Mattie and guest Eva Cudmore reveal all of their "firsts" - from their first kiss, to their first date, to their first heartbreak, to the first text they sent this morning. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Eva: IG / TikTok For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 15 Dec 2023 20:00:00 -0000 REVEALING ALL OUR "FIRSTS" Ft. Eva Cudmore full 1 18 Past Your Bedtime Eva is finally on the show!! This week, Mattie and guest Eva Cudmore reveal all of their "firsts" - from their first kiss, to their first date, to their first heartbreak, to the first text they sent this morning. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Eva: IG / TikTok For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Eva is finally on the show!! This week, Mattie and guest Eva Cudmore reveal all of their "firsts" - from their first kiss, to their first date, to their first heartbreak, to the first text they sent this morning.


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]]> 2091 RATING DATING APP BIOS Ft. Georgia Bridgers | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 17 This week, Mattie and special guest Georgia Bridgers swipe right or left on anonymous dating app bios... with a twist. They have to guess if the bio was written by a straight man or a queer woman. They also reveal their Spotify Wrapped top 5 artists, talk about when they first said "I love you" to their girlfriends, unpack why Mattie is such iVirgo energy, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Georgia: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 08 Dec 2023 20:00:00 -0000 RATING DATING APP BIOS Ft. Georgia Bridgers full 1 17 Past Your Bedtime This week, Mattie and special guest Georgia Bridgers swipe right or left on anonymous dating app bios... with a twist. They have to guess if the bio was written by a straight man or a queer woman. They also reveal their Spotify Wrapped top 5 artists, talk about when they first said "I love you" to their girlfriends, unpack why Mattie is such iVirgo energy, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Georgia: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Mattie and special guest Georgia Bridgers swipe right or left on anonymous dating app bios... with a twist. They have to guess if the bio was written by a straight man or a queer woman. They also reveal their Spotify Wrapped top 5 artists, talk about when they first said "I love you" to their girlfriends, unpack why Mattie is such iVirgo energy, and so much more!


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]]> 2226 SIP OR SPILL | MY BIGGEST SECRETS | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 16 This week, Mattie plays SIP OR SPILL. They read question cards and have to decide if they'll answer the question truthfully or drink one of the mystery beverages on the table. What's their girlfriend's first name? What's the last photo on their camera roll? What's the worst date they've ever been on? Truths are revealed... Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 01 Dec 2023 20:00:00 -0000 SIP OR SPILL | MY BIGGEST SECRETS full 1 16 Past Your Bedtime This week, Mattie plays SIP OR SPILL. They read question cards and have to decide if they'll answer the question truthfully or drink one of the mystery beverages on the table. What's their girlfriend's first name? What's the last photo on their camera roll? What's the worst date they've ever been on? Truths are revealed... Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Mattie plays SIP OR SPILL. They read question cards and have to decide if they'll answer the question truthfully or drink one of the mystery beverages on the table. What's their girlfriend's first name? What's the last photo on their camera roll? What's the worst date they've ever been on? Truths are revealed...


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]]> 2195 REACTING TO OUR OLD YOUTUBE VIDEOS Ft. Shannon Beveridge | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 15 This week, Shannon Beveridge joins Mattie on the show to rewatch some of their oldest Youtube videos for the first time ever. They react to the very first videos on their channels, rewatch their breakup videos for the first time since posting them, talk about the weirdness of being in a public relationship online, coming out to their parents, Haley from Stick It being everyone's gay awakening, and so much more. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Shannon: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 24 Nov 2023 20:00:00 -0000 REACTING TO OUR OLD YOUTUBE VIDEOS Ft. Shannon Beveridge full 1 15 Past Your Bedtime This week, Shannon Beveridge joins Mattie on the show to rewatch some of their oldest Youtube videos for the first time ever. They react to the very first videos on their channels, rewatch their breakup videos for the first time since posting them, talk about the weirdness of being in a public relationship online, coming out to their parents, Haley from Stick It being everyone's gay awakening, and so much more. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Shannon: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Shannon Beveridge joins Mattie on the show to rewatch some of their oldest Youtube videos for the first time ever. They react to the very first videos on their channels, rewatch their breakup videos for the first time since posting them, talk about the weirdness of being in a public relationship online, coming out to their parents, Haley from Stick It being everyone's gay awakening, and so much more.



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]]> 2294 OUR BIGGEST FIGHT YET Ft. Carter Kench | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 14 This week Carter is FINALLY on Closet Talk! Mattie reveals they kidnapped one of Carter's prized possessions and holds it hostage until he answers some big questions, they take the ultimate best friend test to see how well they really know each other, and Mattie & Carter open up and unpack their biggest fight this year. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Carter: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 17 Nov 2023 20:00:00 -0000 OUR BIGGEST FIGHT YET Ft. Carter Kench full 1 14 Past Your Bedtime This week Carter is FINALLY on Closet Talk! Mattie reveals they kidnapped one of Carter's prized possessions and holds it hostage until he answers some big questions, they take the ultimate best friend test to see how well they really know each other, and Mattie & Carter open up and unpack their biggest fight this year. Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Carter: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week Carter is FINALLY on Closet Talk! Mattie reveals they kidnapped one of Carter's prized possessions and holds it hostage until he answers some big questions, they take the ultimate best friend test to see how well they really know each other, and Mattie & Carter open up and unpack their biggest fight this year.


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]]> 3708 RANKING THE GAYEST MUSIC VIDEOS Ft. Tatchi Ringsby | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 13 This week, Mattie and Tatchi rank queer music videos on a scale from "period." to "Gay Hall of Fame". They review the historic impact of Troye Sivan's newest music video with Ross Lynch, kissing on camera, why Mattie wears hair ties, unpack poly relationships, how Tatchi feels about being part of gay culture with Zolita's music video series, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Tatchi: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 10 Nov 2023 20:00:00 -0000 RANKING THE GAYEST MUSIC VIDEOS Ft. Tatchi Ringsby full 1 13 Past Your Bedtime This week, Mattie and Tatchi rank queer music videos on a scale from "period." to "Gay Hall of Fame". They review the historic impact of Troye Sivan's newest music video with Ross Lynch, kissing on camera, why Mattie wears hair ties, unpack poly relationships, how Tatchi feels about being part of gay culture with Zolita's music video series, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok / YouTube Tatchi: IG / TikTok / YouTube For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Mattie and Tatchi rank queer music videos on a scale from "period." to "Gay Hall of Fame". They review the historic impact of Troye Sivan's newest music video with Ross Lynch, kissing on camera, why Mattie wears hair ties, unpack poly relationships, how Tatchi feels about being part of gay culture with Zolita's music video series, and so much more!


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]]> 3358 REVEALING OUR DATING RED FLAGS Ft. Matt Taylor | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 12 This week, the hilarious and iconic Matt Taylor joins Mattie in the closet (but not really) to reveal their dating RED FLAGS. They talk about Matt's gay awakening, Snapchatting people from Tinder to make sure they're not catfishing, why a toddler asking for a Frappuccino scared Mattie, the power of Gen Alpha, having online stalkers, coming out and sharing new pronouns, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok / @westbrouck Matt: IG / TikTok / @mattheperson For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 03 Nov 2023 19:00:00 -0000 REVEALING OUR DATING RED FLAGS Ft. Matt Taylor full 1 12 Past Your Bedtime This week, the hilarious and iconic Matt Taylor joins Mattie in the closet (but not really) to reveal their dating RED FLAGS. They talk about Matt's gay awakening, Snapchatting people from Tinder to make sure they're not catfishing, why a toddler asking for a Frappuccino scared Mattie, the power of Gen Alpha, having online stalkers, coming out and sharing new pronouns, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok / @westbrouck Matt: IG / TikTok / @mattheperson For sponsorships/partnerships, email contact@pastyourbedtime.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, the hilarious and iconic Matt Taylor joins Mattie in the closet (but not really) to reveal their dating RED FLAGS. They talk about Matt's gay awakening, Snapchatting people from Tinder to make sure they're not catfishing, why a toddler asking for a Frappuccino scared Mattie, the power of Gen Alpha, having online stalkers, coming out and sharing new pronouns, and so much more!


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]]> 2871 THE TRUTH ABOUT THE QUEER ULTIMATUM Ft. Lexi Goldberg | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 11 This week, Netflix star Lexi Goldberg joins Mattie on the show to bring one of their past Iconic Moments in Queer History full circle! They talk Lexi’s journey from first kissing a girl to starring in one of Netflix’s first fully-queer reality shows, the queer community on Only Fans, Lexi’s gay awakening, coming out to your parents, how to tell if you love your friend platonically or romantically, and so much more. Mattie: IG / TikTok Lexi: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 27 Oct 2023 19:00:00 -0000 THE TRUTH ABOUT THE QUEER ULTIMATUM Ft. Lexi Goldberg full 1 111 Past Your Bedtime This week, Netflix star Lexi Goldberg joins Mattie on the show to bring one of their past Iconic Moments in Queer History full circle! They talk Lexi’s journey from first kissing a girl to starring in one of Netflix’s first fully-queer reality shows, the queer community on Only Fans, Lexi’s gay awakening, coming out to your parents, how to tell if you love your friend platonically or romantically, and so much more. Mattie: IG / TikTok Lexi: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Netflix star Lexi Goldberg joins Mattie on the show to bring one of their past Iconic Moments in Queer History full circle! They talk Lexi’s journey from first kissing a girl to starring in one of Netflix’s first fully-queer reality shows, the queer community on Only Fans, Lexi’s gay awakening, coming out to your parents, how to tell if you love your friend platonically or romantically, and so much more.


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]]> 3455 WHO KNOWS GAY CULTURE BETTER? Ft. Baby Ariel | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 10 This week Baby Ariel joins Mattie on the show to accept her official Ally Award. They talk about people assuming your sexuality, the honeymoon phase of relationships, how Carter taking a nap helped Mattie meet their gf, playing Subway Surfer with Timothee Chalamet, security guards twerking, the lore of Negroni Spagliato, and so much more! Go to https://hellofresh.com/50closettalk and use code 50closettalk for 50% off plus 15% off the next 2 months! Mattie: IG / TikTok Baby Ariel: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Mon, 23 Oct 2023 18:29:19 -0000 WHO KNOWS GAY CULTURE BETTER? Ft. Baby Ariel full 1 10 Past Your Bedtime This week Baby Ariel joins Mattie on the show to accept her official Ally Award. They talk about people assuming your sexuality, the honeymoon phase of relationships, how Carter taking a nap helped Mattie meet their gf, playing Subway Surfer with Timothee Chalamet, security guards twerking, the lore of Negroni Spagliato, and so much more! Go to https://hellofresh.com/50closettalk and use code 50closettalk for 50% off plus 15% off the next 2 months! Mattie: IG / TikTok Baby Ariel: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week Baby Ariel joins Mattie on the show to accept her official Ally Award. They talk about people assuming your sexuality, the honeymoon phase of relationships, how Carter taking a nap helped Mattie meet their gf, playing Subway Surfer with Timothee Chalamet, security guards twerking, the lore of Negroni Spagliato, and so much more!



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]]> 3451 I WAS EVERYONE’S GIRLFRIEND Ft. Savannah Demers | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 9 This week, Savannah Demers joins Mattie on the podcast to unpack soft launching vs. hard launching your relationship. They talk about the moment in Grey’s Anatomy that was Savannah’s gay awakening, how Sav met her girlfriend, coming out during pride month, getting famous from Dad jokes, Sav’s male fanbase realizing she was queer, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok Savannah IG: https://www.instagram.com/savannahraedemers/ Savannah Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@savannahraedemers?lang=en Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 13 Oct 2023 19:00:00 -0000 I WAS EVERYONE’S GIRLFRIEND Ft. Savannah Demers full 1 9 Past Your Bedtime This week, Savannah Demers joins Mattie on the podcast to unpack soft launching vs. hard launching your relationship. They talk about the moment in Grey’s Anatomy that was Savannah’s gay awakening, how Sav met her girlfriend, coming out during pride month, getting famous from Dad jokes, Sav’s male fanbase realizing she was queer, and so much more! Mattie: IG / TikTok Savannah IG: https://www.instagram.com/savannahraedemers/ Savannah Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@savannahraedemers?lang=en Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Savannah Demers joins Mattie on the podcast to unpack soft launching vs. hard launching your relationship. They talk about the moment in Grey’s Anatomy that was Savannah’s gay awakening, how Sav met her girlfriend, coming out during pride month, getting famous from Dad jokes, Sav’s male fanbase realizing she was queer, and so much more!


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]]> 3328 I PEED ON A FIRST DATE Ft. Spencewuah | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 8 This week, Spencewuah joins Mattie on the show to talk about Bottoms (the film, and more). They unpack what the talking stage really means, Spencer opens up about their previous relationship, soft launching vs. hard launching, their secret burner accounts, and tell the stories of Spencer getting a bloody nose and Mattie peeing themselves on first dates. Mattie: IG / TikTok Spencer: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 06 Oct 2023 19:00:00 -0000 I PEED ON A FIRST DATE Ft. Spencewuah full 1 8 Past Your Bedtime This week, Spencewuah joins Mattie on the show to talk about Bottoms (the film, and more). They unpack what the talking stage really means, Spencer opens up about their previous relationship, soft launching vs. hard launching, their secret burner accounts, and tell the stories of Spencer getting a bloody nose and Mattie peeing themselves on first dates. Mattie: IG / TikTok Spencer: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Spencewuah joins Mattie on the show to talk about Bottoms (the film, and more). They unpack what the talking stage really means, Spencer opens up about their previous relationship, soft launching vs. hard launching, their secret burner accounts, and tell the stories of Spencer getting a bloody nose and Mattie peeing themselves on first dates.


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]]> 3386 WE KISSED FOR A CHECK Ft. Scott Kress | Closet Talk Podcast Ep. 7 This week, Mattie welcomes their first-ever guest to the podcast... Scott Kress! And they unpack EVERYTHING - living together as roommates when Scott was in the closet, why Ross Lynch is so hot, Scott's catfishing story, their thirst trap photos are revealed, the difference between queer baiting and someone being unsure of their sexuality, and Mattie explains the plot of the Ultimatum's queer season to Scott. Mattie: IG / TikTok Scott: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 29 Sep 2023 19:00:00 -0000 WE KISSED FOR A CHECK Ft. Scott Kress full 1 7 Past Your Bedtime This week, Mattie welcomes their first-ever guest to the podcast... Scott Kress! And they unpack EVERYTHING - living together as roommates when Scott was in the closet, why Ross Lynch is so hot, Scott's catfishing story, their thirst trap photos are revealed, the difference between queer baiting and someone being unsure of their sexuality, and Mattie explains the plot of the Ultimatum's queer season to Scott. Mattie: IG / TikTok Scott: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Mattie welcomes their first-ever guest to the podcast... Scott Kress! And they unpack EVERYTHING - living together as roommates when Scott was in the closet, why Ross Lynch is so hot, Scott's catfishing story, their thirst trap photos are revealed, the difference between queer baiting and someone being unsure of their sexuality, and Mattie explains the plot of the Ultimatum's queer season to Scott.


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]]> 3147 The Best Inspiration for Queer Style | Closet Talk Podcast Ep 6 This week on Closet Talk, Mattie opens up about their move to LA and how their rise to fame on TikTok helped them find the queer community they were always looking for. They talk about how Noah Beck helped Mattie discover their queer style, working at a boba shop, finding your identity on your own time, forcing their gay roommate to go out with lesbians, their sobriety journey, and the joy of buying random things on Amazon at 3am. Mattie: IG / TikTok Check out Mattie's episode of I'm Literally Screaming on @pyb! https://youtu.be/T8ck9S9VJYs Produced by @pyb Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 22 Sep 2023 19:00:00 -0000 The Best Inspiration for Queer Style full 1 6 Past Your Bedtime This week on Closet Talk, Mattie opens up about their move to LA and how their rise to fame on TikTok helped them find the queer community they were always looking for. They talk about how Noah Beck helped Mattie discover their queer style, working at a boba shop, finding your identity on your own time, forcing their gay roommate to go out with lesbians, their sobriety journey, and the joy of buying random things on Amazon at 3am. Mattie: IG / TikTok Check out Mattie's episode of I'm Literally Screaming on @pyb! https://youtu.be/T8ck9S9VJYs Produced by @pyb Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week on Closet Talk, Mattie opens up about their move to LA and how their rise to fame on TikTok helped them find the queer community they were always looking for. They talk about how Noah Beck helped Mattie discover their queer style, working at a boba shop, finding your identity on your own time, forcing their gay roommate to go out with lesbians, their sobriety journey, and the joy of buying random things on Amazon at 3am.


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]]> 2924 How Social Media Saved My Life | Closet Talk Podcast Ep 5 Mattie opens up about their college experience this week and unpacks the beginning steps of exploring their gender, feeling extreme pressure to conform at school, and what happened when they first got on social media. They talk about their rollercoaster freshman year, the "do you listen to girl in red?" trend, how they got their first short haircut from a priest, and how coming out on social media for the first time finally helped them find acceptance and community. Trigger Warning: This episode discusses suicide, suicidal ideation, and depression, and some people might find it disturbing. If you or someone you know is suicidal, please contact your physician, go to your local ER, or call the suicide prevention hotline in your country. For the United States, the numbers are as follows: The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988, or message the Crisis Text Line at 741741. Both programs provide free, confidential support 24/7.  Mattie: IG / TikTok Check out Mattie's episode of I'm Literally Screaming on @pyb ! https://youtu.be/T8ck9S9VJYs Produced by @pyb ABOUT CLOSET TALK Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 15 Sep 2023 19:00:00 -0000 How Social Media Saved My Life full 1 5 Past Your Bedtime Mattie opens up about their college experience this week and unpacks the beginning steps of exploring their gender, feeling extreme pressure to conform at school, and what happened when they first got on social media. They talk about their rollercoaster freshman year, the "do you listen to girl in red?" trend, how they got their first short haircut from a priest, and how coming out on social media for the first time finally helped them find acceptance and community. Trigger Warning: This episode discusses suicide, suicidal ideation, and depression, and some people might find it disturbing. If you or someone you know is suicidal, please contact your physician, go to your local ER, or call the suicide prevention hotline in your country. For the United States, the numbers are as follows: The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988, or message the Crisis Text Line at 741741. Both programs provide free, confidential support 24/7.  Mattie: IG / TikTok Check out Mattie's episode of I'm Literally Screaming on @pyb ! https://youtu.be/T8ck9S9VJYs Produced by @pyb ABOUT CLOSET TALK Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Mattie opens up about their college experience this week and unpacks the beginning steps of exploring their gender, feeling extreme pressure to conform at school, and what happened when they first got on social media. They talk about their rollercoaster freshman year, the "do you listen to girl in red?" trend, how they got their first short haircut from a priest, and how coming out on social media for the first time finally helped them find acceptance and community.

Trigger Warning: This episode discusses suicide, suicidal ideation, and depression, and some people might find it disturbing. If you or someone you know is suicidal, please contact your physician, go to your local ER, or call the suicide prevention hotline in your country. For the United States, the numbers are as follows: The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988, or message the Crisis Text Line at 741741. Both programs provide free, confidential support 24/7. 


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Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen.

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]]> 2661 High School and My Mental Health | Closet Talk Podcast Ep 4 This week on Closet Talk, Mattie opens up about the anxiety and depression they dealt with in high school after being outed. They unpack the mental health struggles that arose when they felt forced back into the closet, feeling pressured to be bi in high school, dating closeted girls, and why the movie Love, Simon came out at the perfect time in their life. Trigger Warning: This episode discusses suicide, suicidal ideation, self-harm, and depression, and some people might find it disturbing. If you or someone you know is suicidal, please contact your physician, go to your local ER, or call the suicide prevention hotline in your country. For the United States, the numbers are as follows: The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988, or message the Crisis Text Line at 741741. Both programs provide free, confidential support 24/7. Mattie: @westbrouck https://www.instagram.com/westbrouck/ https://www.tiktok.com/@westbrouck Check out Mattie's episode of I'm Literally Screaming on @pyb ! https://youtu.be/T8ck9S9VJYs Produced by @pyb ABOUT CLOSET TALK Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 08 Sep 2023 19:00:00 -0000 High School and My Mental Health full 4 Past Your Bedtime Closet Talk Ep 4 This week on Closet Talk, Mattie opens up about the anxiety and depression they dealt with in high school after being outed. They unpack the mental health struggles that arose when they felt forced back into the closet, feeling pressured to be bi in high school, dating closeted girls, and why the movie Love, Simon came out at the perfect time in their life. Trigger Warning: This episode discusses suicide, suicidal ideation, self-harm, and depression, and some people might find it disturbing. If you or someone you know is suicidal, please contact your physician, go to your local ER, or call the suicide prevention hotline in your country. For the United States, the numbers are as follows: The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988, or message the Crisis Text Line at 741741. Both programs provide free, confidential support 24/7. Mattie: @westbrouck https://www.instagram.com/westbrouck/ https://www.tiktok.com/@westbrouck Check out Mattie's episode of I'm Literally Screaming on @pyb ! https://youtu.be/T8ck9S9VJYs Produced by @pyb ABOUT CLOSET TALK Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week on Closet Talk, Mattie opens up about the anxiety and depression they dealt with in high school after being outed. They unpack the mental health struggles that arose when they felt forced back into the closet, feeling pressured to be bi in high school, dating closeted girls, and why the movie Love, Simon came out at the perfect time in their life.


Trigger Warning: This episode discusses suicide, suicidal ideation, self-harm, and depression, and some people might find it disturbing. If you or someone you know is suicidal, please contact your physician, go to your local ER, or call the suicide prevention hotline in your country. For the United States, the numbers are as follows: The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988, or message the Crisis Text Line at 741741. Both programs provide free, confidential support 24/7.


Mattie: @westbrouck

https://www.instagram.com/westbrouck/

https://www.tiktok.com/@westbrouck


Check out Mattie's episode of I'm Literally Screaming on @pyb !

https://youtu.be/T8ck9S9VJYs


Produced by @pyb


ABOUT CLOSET TALK

Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen.

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]]> 2596 Coming Out On My Own Terms | Closet Talk: The Podcast Ep. 3 This week on Closet Talk, Mattie continues their story of growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity as they open up about their high school experience for the first time. They unpack the story of their first relationship with a girl, their first kiss, being outed in high school, how they came out to their sister, and why Jade from Victorious was everyone's queer awakening. Mattie: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Thu, 31 Aug 2023 19:00:00 -0000 Coming Out On My Own Terms full 1 3 Past Your Bedtime This week on Closet Talk, Mattie continues their story of growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity as they open up about their high school experience for the first time. They unpack the story of their first relationship with a girl, their first kiss, being outed in high school, how they came out to their sister, and why Jade from Victorious was everyone's queer awakening. Mattie: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week on Closet Talk, Mattie continues their story of growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity as they open up about their high school experience for the first time. They unpack the story of their first relationship with a girl, their first kiss, being outed in high school, how they came out to their sister, and why Jade from Victorious was everyone's queer awakening.


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]]> 2367 Growing Up Catholic and Queer | Closet Talk Ep. 2 This week, Mattie dives into their middle school era. They unpack stories from their mom being their middle school Spanish teacher, growing up Catholic and the affect it had on their queer identity, and the era of YouTuber Coming Out videos in the 2010s. Mattie: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 25 Aug 2023 19:00:00 -0000 Growing Up Catholic and Queer full 1 2 Past Your Bedtime This week, Mattie dives into their middle school era. They unpack stories from their mom being their middle school Spanish teacher, growing up Catholic and the affect it had on their queer identity, and the era of YouTuber Coming Out videos in the 2010s. Mattie: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices This week, Mattie dives into their middle school era. They unpack stories from their mom being their middle school Spanish teacher, growing up Catholic and the affect it had on their queer identity, and the era of YouTuber Coming Out videos in the 2010s.


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]]> 2092 Is It Attraction or Admiration? Episode 1: Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. In the very first episode, Mattie begins at the beginning with their first queer experiences in elementary and middle school. They talk about their first crush and not knowing what it was, feeling pressured to like boys and "picking" who they liked, hearing about gay people for the first time, and why Hayley Kiyoko has earned a spot in the Queer History hall of fame. Mattie: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 18 Aug 2023 19:00:00 -0000 Is It Attraction or Admiration? full 1 1 Past Your Bedtime Episode 1: Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. In the very first episode, Mattie begins at the beginning with their first queer experiences in elementary and middle school. They talk about their first crush and not knowing what it was, feeling pressured to like boys and "picking" who they liked, hearing about gay people for the first time, and why Hayley Kiyoko has earned a spot in the Queer History hall of fame. Mattie: IG / TikTok Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Episode 1: Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. In the very first episode, Mattie begins at the beginning with their first queer experiences in elementary and middle school. They talk about their first crush and not knowing what it was, feeling pressured to like boys and "picking" who they liked, hearing about gay people for the first time, and why Hayley Kiyoko has earned a spot in the Queer History hall of fame.


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]]> 2093 Closet Talk with Mattie Westbrouck Trailer Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Fri, 11 Aug 2023 23:01:50 -0000 Closet Talk with Mattie Westbrouck Trailer trailer Past Your Bedtime Trailer Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen.

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